THOUGHTS & DAY2DAY

A Minor Catheter-astrophy

Hello. This post is going to be very short. Well… shorter than usual—because I don’t really…
Anhedonia, Don’t I?

When in pain, it’s easy to feel helpless—and even harder to feel hopeful. During a pain…
(Almost) Gone in 15 Seconds

I had my surgery at the end of December 2025. The procedure was a laparotomy—an open…
Wind-Wind Solution

As I write this piece, I keep hearing heavy wind outside, knocking on my window as…
Com(b)ing Back

I combed my hair today—for the first time in almost a decade. It felt strange, a…
Reaksi Wajar Setelah Sekian Lama

Mulai dari Tumblr sampai Blogpost, sampai WordPress sudah saya coba sebagai platform nge-blog, dari yang curahan…
Ria Ria in 4 Days

Hungaria and Austria… Okay, so there was a not-so-long-but-long-enough holiday in May due to Vessak Day…
Scripted Speech, Empty Feeling, and Narrative Changing Walk into a Bar

Changing the narrative to oneself is a powerful tool in self-development. Sometimes the issue is bigger…
Concrete Gratitude in Life

A compilation of gratitude, but make it specific. Hey, I would love to see your version!…
Unlocking Emotional Well-being

All the vagueness and questions run into my head as I am looking for the reason…
Finding Father

How can you feel loosing over something you never have? Sharing a journey of when I…
(Somewhat) Memorable 45 days with US Soldier

Talked to fake account and actually go to where he said he came from.